Can i have a 'happily ever after?'

3P7

40 people. 40 hearts. 1 class.

3P7. So many memories. So little time. Yeah, 3 years may seem like a lot, but in truth, it passed like a few minutes, gone in the blink of an eye. It seems like one minute we just met, and the next, we've gone through 3 years together. 3 years of hard work, sweat and tears, prepping for PMR. And now it's all over. You dont go through 3 years of life with people without bonding and developing friendship and trust.

3P7. You mean so much to me. You guys gained the best part of my heart. Thanks for the support. Thanks for the laughter. Thanks for teaching me the value of friendship. Thanks for accepting me. Thanks for everything that we shared within these three years. I love you guys. Friends forever. :)

The Phenomenal

HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS PART ONE!!

I SO prefer this jusco poster to the other ones online hahaha. For some reason i find this better suited to the title LOL.

Ahahahaha. Shintien and I went for the first show today. It was better than i expected, WAYY better than the previous ones. A tad long, though. But it's alright cus they didnt cut any of the memorable and important bits, like they did in Order of the Phoenix and Half Blood Prince, AND THAT'S IMPORTANT. DANIEL RADCLIFFE AND RUPERT GRINT ARE SO DAMN HOT WEHHHHHH. Like a total friggin makeover from when they first started filming the series. EMMA WATSON IS SO PRETTYYY. I cant believe she cut off her hair for the boyish look. :(

Haha they are so cute! like one big family :)

So yeahh. Popcorn disaster today. Shintien and i skipped lunch so we could pig out in the cinema. I ordered first. I READ THE SIGN BEHIND THE COUNTER AND THERE WASNT A 'SMALL', SO...

Me: errrr i want one regular popcorn and one hotdog.

Salesperson: *shows me the regular size bucket. like friggin huge*

Me: *this is the smallest size alr wor.. so huge meh. but there's no smaller one, so, okay lah*

SO I BOUGHT THE REGULAR. and when it was shintien's turn,

Shintien: i want popcorn and coke SET. ( one word makes all the difference lol)

Salesperson: You want SMALL or REGULAR?

Me: SHITTTTTTTTTT! i cant believe that the friggin salesperson didnt ask me if i wanted small!! SHIT!

Shintien was laughing her head off at me lol =-=

So. Lesson learnt. Always ALWAYS ask for 'SMALL' size. and SHARE POPCORN. I practically forced myself to finish the regular popcorn. :l and aaaaaaand i didnt have the chance to eat any more junk. :( My lunch today was one bucket of popcorn. GO ME.

Shintien got me EARRINGS as my birthday pressieSSS! THANKYOU!! ♥♥♥

Of broken chopsticks, birthday posters and tortured fingers

Awesome-est birthday present. Ever.

Today really was an awesome day. (well, i started this post yesterday lol) Big mwahs to everyone who wished me happy birthday, either through facebook, message, or personally! I love you guys! :)

Specially i'd like to thank..
MAH FAMILY! for the super early birthday present which was my guitar. AND the very awesome cake!
CHONGLIXIN aka LYCHEE for your very creative poster-slash-scrapbook and card, PLUS the lunch. AND your very awesome message at 12am. God knows how much thought and precious time went into those. I really was very touched. (it's gonna be hard to top you next year hahahaha.) ILY SO MUCH! :)
TAYYIYIN aka WIFEY #1 for the bracelet. I love it it's so sweeeet! :)
LEERACHEL plus P7 ppl who sang the choir version of the birthday song for meeee. It may be insignificant to you guys, but it really made my day! :)
CHINXINLIN for your home-BAKED cookies!! Hahaha i know they werent meant for me, but STILL. they were delishhh. :B

Yesterday was a memorable day, not only because it was my birthday, but also cus it was the last time we were gonna perform as 3P7s. Next year we'll no longer be in the same class, but we'll always be P7-ians in our hearts. Once a P7-ian, always a P7-ian, standing by each other no matter what. Promise me we'll have a P7-ian gathering every year, kay? Im gonna miss you guys so much! :(

CO after school. The aircons were NOT FUNCTIONING and everyone was sweating like hell. I just finished my lunch and was so sleepy during the first hour. I nearly dozed off in the middle of playing and kept reading the wrong notes and blinking my eyes to prevent myself from sleeping. Beside me, aikrui was doing the same thing. LOL. Towards the end all of us were so exhausted we barely had enough energy to do the tremolas HAH. AND it was the first time that i played till i got a 'shui pao' (dno how to say in english lol) on my RIGHT hand. So painful. :l But 岳飞 is so niceeee. Hahaha. ;)

I think im gonna go continue my slumber now. I just woke up to finish this post. :B

"Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end"

It seems like everybody knows what they want to be, or what they want to do in the future. Music, dancing, sports, law, design, writing, singing, nursing, medicine etc. Everybody knows what they do best. They have their dreams, they KNOW what to pursue in order to get what they want. I dont know what i want, i have no strong points. Im just AVERAGE. Not outstanding, not the worst. A jack of all trades, master of none. I havent found my passion. I havent found that THING that makes me wana sacrifice everything else in the world just to get it. I dont know what it feels like to want something so badly that i'd do anything in order to achieve it. Sighh. I feel so useless. :(

One more week to go

How do I, get through a night without you?

If I had to live without you, what kind of life would that be?

Awwww i cant get this song outta my head after listening to rachel perform it for today's AMC idol! :) Entertaining performances plus heartwarming songs. 'Note to God' was AWESOME i nearly cried while hearing it, the lyrics were so meaningful.

First time latin dance class today for connie and I. I suck at dancing lol. Aaaand like yiyin said, i heard my hip bones go *CRAAAACK when moving my hips. Oh woe is me. Haahahaaaaa. *yiyin our teacher not hot meh? i think still okay mar HAHAHA.

I remember i had a lot of things to blog about, but i forgot.
OH. YES.
Today. Is my boob-twin-slash-gay-buddy SOOXIAOHUI's birthday!!

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY BUBU!!!

You know i love you. :)

One more week till school holidays. I cant believe that there's only one week left with my 3P7. 3P7 i love you, kay? :)

To me, Fearless is not the absence of fear.
It's not being completely unafraid.
To me, Fearless is having tears.
Fearless is having doubts, lots of them.
To me, Fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death.

- Taylor Swift

All that I'm after

No, i dont wana be like this.

I wana be strong...
I wana be happy...
I wana live without a care in the world...

if only you'd let me.

Just a little thought

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

credits: a random tumblr blog. :)

I keep green jelly beans in my right sock

Everybody needs somebody, somewhere, out there.

Yeahhhhh. Aerobics today. Fourth place which wasnt so bad i guess. Considering the fact that we just finished the steps yesterday. Big mwuahs to all our choreographers, rachellee leerachel rachellau connie teoh etc for putting in so much effort for our sake. :) CONGRATS to 3P10. You guys were awesome awesome and more awesome. :)

My muscles are killing me. I hurt in places that i didnt know i had before. CO tomorrow and we have to practise for the competition. Aikrui Shanying Lycheh gambateh! :) Gosh my cello is now so suckish i cant bear to hear myself play. I've been so involved in school activities that i've been neglecting my poor husband. One layer of dust on him alr. :(

On a random note, mee is veeeeery hungry. i dont know why im always hungry these days. Gah. Feel like going on diet again. I feel so fat. :(