You're the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

i painted my nails for CNY! woooooh! SEE. They're BLING! :D

My right hand's no good though cuz i cant paint well with my left hand.

Oh well.

(oh and sorry for the crappy webcam quality guys. i think my room's too dark or something)

Tomorrow is the first day of CNY holidays, technically speaking. I still have lots of tuition homework to complete, not to mention a whole novel to finish reading before school reopens. Ugh. I dont know where i'll find the time.

Anyway. Today's chamber was awesome! :D although we cellos kept going out of tune. == Bahahaha went early to accompany wengkin to talk and yumcha. Weeeheeee. :) Blue Danube and Emperor Waltz rock! So does Divertimento! :)))

Yiyin's house for steamboat tomorrow! woohh cant wait! :)

Hmmmmm not much really to blog about. Just wanted to update here. OH AND I WANA WATCH TVD S2E12 SO BADLYYY! :( but im just too lazy to wait for it to load. heh heh heh. Well i did, actually. Then i accidentally closed the window, so, lazy to load again.

List of homework to do:

• Add maths
• Chemistry tuition homework
• Chinese tuition ESSAY. (noooooooooo)

Account tuition early morning tomorrow. I guess I'd better go to sleep now. Bye peeps. :)

When nothing goes right, go left.

It's a helluva Sunday today.

1. I banged my toe on the edge of my bed and it hurts like hell now.
2. I went breakfast-less cuz my cat played with my egg and broke it. ==
3. I had to clean up after her cuz she walked all over the kitchen with egg on her paws. LOL.
4. Mom wont let me go chamber cuz she wants to clean up the house and she's lazy to fetch me.

(Okay i dont really think the last one was really relevant HAHAHA)

So yeah. What prompted me to blog today? I dont really know, as I still have tons of homework due tomorrow. The teachers are giving homework like they think we have 48 hours a day to complete them. :/ I gave up on add maths last night, as did xinlin. It took me 2 hours to do 6 questions. :O

12.5/15 for chinese oral yesterday. I was the first one and was so nervous. And i kept mumbling like hell. Should i re-do? PLEASE. I need advice! :(

OH. I remembered what I wanted to blog about today.
Technically this isnt any of my business, but it's been bothering me a lot lately, so i shall vent here. Okay. *takes deep breath* Here goes:

iseriouslydontunderstandwhyyouredoingthis. ihateitwhenyoulietome.

doyouevenrealizewhatyouredoingnow? howmuchyouvechanged? maybeyoudont,cuzyoureinvolved. butiseeitveryclearly. doyouhaveanyideahowlongivebeenholdingbackandnotsayinganything?

ijustkeepmymouthshutcuzidontwantthistoruinourfriendship.

youknowwhoyouare.

Okay much better now. :) I wasted the whole morning talking on facebook. Thankyouu awesome friend who listened to me the whole morning and got kicked out of the game just cuz you were listening to me. (okay serious sentence structural error here. whatever) heh heh heh. I really apprecciate it :)

On to happier topics. RACHELLAU is coming back on the 1st! Hah i miss my awesome wifey so much! I have so many ppl to meet and catch up on during CNY. ONE MORE WEEK. Just one more week. :) I dont even know if mom will let me hangout. :/ Awww i miss the holidays, but on the other hand, i kinda enjoy school days. Well, minus the problems I've been facing lately. School days may be hectic and busy, but i feel like my days are well-spent, as opposed to me lazing around for the whole day during the holidays.

OH and im marching for sports day this year! Bahahaha FAITHCHAN and XUEER! GO RED TEAM! :D Our commanders are awesome. Yanning is so yeng bwahahahaha. I got dark after two hours in the hot sun. :O I wanted to be tan, but I never knew it was so effective HAHAHAHA. So yeah. No more going cap-less, sunblock-less and trackbottom-less the next time I march. Im so looking forward to sports day now. ;)

I think I've ranted enough here. Im gonna go do my homework now.

Later, people. :)

C'est La Vie

Special post for an awesome friend:

MY GAY WIFE RACHELLAU IS GOING TO SINGAPORE TO STUDY THIS WEEKEND. Dang Rachel Im gonna miss you SOOOOOOOOO much wey! I kinda wish you were staying, but at the same time, I want you to go too. Ish. Contradicting much? :( No more fashion talk, music talk, golf club study groups, cursing teachers. No more watching you fall alseep in science class. Xiaohui and I are so gonna miss fighting over you! :((( Aihh. When i go down to singapore we go shopping together kay? ;) I ♥ you LOADS AND LOADS AND LOADS! :))

One week, and counting.

I survived the first week of school without any major complications.

WHOOOOOH GO ME! :D

The first week is actually orientation, which basically means sticking our butts on the cold, hard, cement floor of MPH for 6++ hours a day, listening to the counseller crap on 'sayang mama'. WTH.

But luckily most of our class is together. Classmates for 10 years, lychee and xinlin! :DD

Form four is damn tiring. Afternoon and night tuition on most days. Im already beat by the time i get home at night. I dont know where I'll find the time and energy to do homework once lessons really begin. :l

Oh,I think Im gonna do +2 this year. Cuz i wana do accounts, and at the same time i wana do EST. I didnt even know our school had EST untill Yijia asked me today. O.o 12 subjects sound like A LOT. Gah. I dont even know what I wana be in the future. So now im taking all the extra subjects I can, IN CASE i change my mind. Wow 12 subjects seem like a lot, considering the fact that im not an exceptionally outstanding student. :o

I dreamt of you last night. Again. I never wanted to wake up, it was THAT real. I could feel every single thing like it was really happening. I miss you. :(

Well, off to bed now. Im super tired. Lacking sleep for the past few days.

Ciao.

:D

It's 1/1/11. Time to move on.

Today. I finally, bloody finished my 33rd episode of Vampire Diaries! Hahahaha. Can't wait till the 12th episode of S2 comes out on the 27th! I never thought I'd get hooked to this series. At first i thought it was just another lame Twilight rip-off, but then i found out that the books were actually published 15 years before Stephanie Meyer wrote Twilight. Hahahahaha. So yeah. VD is better than Twilight in so many ways, especially in the folklore department. They follow traditional folklore, like the fact that vampires have to be invited into houses, they burn in the sun, stake through the heart etc. None of that shining-in-the-sun shit like twilight. Plus, the characters have so much more depth. They've developed so much throughout the whole series! And the whole series isn't just about romance. It's also about brotherhood. The series is fast-paced, something important happens in every episode, not like those draggy tv episodes you sometimes watch. Up till now, VD has a dark undertone to it, rich in mythology. It's kinda why im so addicted to it. I used to love supernatural stuff when i was young. :P

So if you guys have the chance, WATCH IT. You. will. not. regret. :)

Today is the first day of a new year.

The reason Im blogging is obvious: New Year Resolutions. :P

In 2010, I..

Sat for my oh-so-important PMR.

I worked my butt off. Literally. Went to ISC and RPGC for study groups. First time I ever cried due to exam pressure. My result?

This piece of paper:

IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF! *bangga*

Went for music camp

Heh. Music camp was a great experience and really inspired me to put more heart into my music from now onwards. :)

Lost weight.

Haha not to boast. But im super proud of my accomplishment hahaha. Not that i'd put anyone through what i went through during those diet days. Those days were hell, man. I suffered from mild anorexia and depression. And my grades dropped like anything. Im serious. Now i have after-effects. Yellowish skin, hair loss, nausea etc. But im learning to overcome them, so yeah. :P

Called my sister a bitch #%&@!(*%&@(#$&@)*@*!&#($ times

Well, in my defence, she IS a bitch. I mean, which 11 year old sister blocks you on facebook, then posts bad things about you on her statuses? She called me a fat arse on fb, for goodness's sake. And my parents are being so unfair about it. They praised her and called her clever for knowing how to block me. FML.

Got closer to my primary friends.

Yeah, well, they ARE awesome. Haha there's just this thing about the people you grew up with. It just aint the same with people you know nothing about, and you have to start from zero. I love the fact that being with them is as easy as breathing. :)

Got a new phone.

Bahahaha Samsung Galaxy 5 is so coool. Post-PMR pressie from dad. :D

Got merit for my cello exam

Haha i was expecting just a pass, so this was kind of a pleasant surprise for me. :) But im gonna aim for Distinction for my Grade 7 next year.

etc etc etc

It's gonna be a looooooong list if i dont stop here.

SO.

MY RESOLUTIONS FOR 2011.

1.Really work hard on my music. Im dead serious now. Practise more. Especially my piano. My scales are yuck.

2.DISTINCTION FOR CELLO AND PIANO GRADE 7!

3.Try to refrain from calling my sister a bitch, or else ignore her completely.

4.LOSE MORE WEIGHT. Gah i need to hit the 40+ mark. :(

5.Stop caring about ppl who obviously dont give a shit about me.

6.Try not to be so sensitive.

7.Be nicer to my family.

8.Love my friends. Try not to be so emo. :)

9.Be more responsible.

10.Work hard, play harder. All work and no play makes Carissa a dull girl. ;))

PS. Sorry for the lack of colours, people. I dont know what's wrong with my computer. Everytime i put colours, the colours just dissappear! :(

THE END.