I’m not human. And I miss it. I miss it more than anything in the world. But there’s only so much hurt a man can take. - Damon Salvatore

Haven't really been blogging properly since CNY eehehehe. Hell lot of stuff to do. The applications for BRATS and GYLS are driving me crazy. I feel so intimidated by all these stuff, and there are days when i think i dont even qualify to apply. :(

March exams have been moved forward to 3rd. Sukan has been posponed to june or july. NOOOO. I am seriously thinking of quitting the marching team cuz now i have sooo many things to do. Oh oh and I signed up for water polo! go meeeee i am so awesome! :DD Now i have an excuse to exercise bwahahahahaha.

Okieees i started this post two hours ago and i just wrote two paragraphs. great.

I CANT FIND THE ONLINE APPLICATION FORM FOR BRATS NOW.

shit.

gotta go google it. blog later.

ciao.

TVD

Hahahahaha TVD is getting more and more awesome every week! I am so addicted to it. :DD

Okay school reopens tomorrow and i have no idea if i’ve finished all my homework. I just sped through my homework yesterday, and i dont know if i’ve missed out anything. HAH. So much for my ‘no procrastination this holidays’ mindset. D: NOOOO I DONT WANA GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!! I bet our headmistress is gonna give us a friggin loooong lecture during assembly tomorrow. Ah well, i shall sleep then. :P

Went to ana’s house today to spend the last day of CNY. Woohooo Tap tap revenge is so fun and rachel lau is so pro at it! she practically killed me off. D: Oh, and ME ISH VERY FAT NOW! I gained 2kg during CNY, ppl. I dont think im gonna fit into my pinafore! *cries*

Random picture of me, so my blog doesnt look boring. Hahahahaha i love my baby guitar, though i suck at it. :(

So close, yet so far.

I never realized the true meaning of these words till now. Yesterday night, or rather, this morning felt like a dream. It was a really good dream, till i messed it up with my usual blundering and crapping and giving inappropriate responses to spoil everything. I really dont know what’s it about you that gets me. I dont know why i can tell you everything, even my innermost thoughts and secrets, when i usually have a mental block to protect myself from getting hurt.  You remind me of myself sometimes. It was my bad yesterday. I should have let those walls down completely. I shouldnt have been so ignorant. I shoudnt have laughed and joked about being a lesbian. IM SO SORRY AND I SO REGRET IT. I wish i could turn back time. :((

*bangs head on table*

Why cant i turn back time?

*continues banging head*

As shintien would say, WASTED.

*bangs head harder*

CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT TO DO NOW?

 

 

After all this time. I thought i was over you. I was so wrong.  :(

Confessions of a Shopaholic

Hey peeps, i know it's kinda late, but

HAPPY CNY! :DD

My cousins are here, and we're all rotting at my house. D: I cant believe that we didnt go anywhere to 'bai nian' this year except at other cousin's houses. Homework still not done. Few more questions of add maths and a chinese essay to go. Wow how awesome am I?

Anyway this is going to be an emo post. I feel really really depressed all of a sudden. I have this sudden feeling to be, well, LOVED. Am i really that shallow? Is wanting to be loved such a bad thing? Am i really THAT lack of attention? ISH. *flops down onto table and buries head in hands* I feel like breaking down and crying. WHATTHEHELL IS WRONG WITH ME?! :'((