Summary of my week.

 

       I miss talking to you. So much. :/

It’s 11.35. There’s school tomorrow.

This holidays have been so much for me. It was an emotional roller coaster and a physical challenge, yet i enjoyed every moment of it. Going out selling tickets and looking for advertisements with Emilia and Faith made me realize how big a part CO is in my life. What Brenda said is so true, and i am so glad that i’ve realized it now instead of later. (:

Oh, and about you. I really wish that things could go back to the way they were before, so that i wouldn’t bombard myself with all the ‘what-if’s and ‘why’s. Maybe to you i’m nothing. Maybe to you i’m just an annoying kid who doesnt know what she wants in life. Maybe i’ve thought way too much about everything between us. IDONTKNOW. I just want things to go back to the way there were last time, before everything happened. Can i go back to February please? Sigh. :/

 

              I guess i never let you go, because in the back of my mind, someday we’ll get a second chance.

 

Half a week gone. Wow time really flies, huh. I havent gotten started on my homework yet. and I still have add maths, bio, chem, and @#^&*(@! essays to write for moral and the school magazine etc etc. D:

Monday was my theory exam. It wasn’t as hard as i expected, luckily. LOL I GOT ALL MY ITALIAN TERMS RIGHT! WOOHOOO HOW AWESOME AM I? ;DD Went to some random place in town for lunch after the paper, and saw LIP JING WEN. :O then i went to school for symphony practice. Sat in the oh-so-cold CO room with Faith chatting with Mr lim while all the others were downstairs in the stuffy hall, being scolded for not selling enough tickets. HAHAHAHA. :DD Oh then after symphony practice, Emilia, Faith and I went out to sell tickets and get advertisements for the booklets @ ipoh garden east. Man, that place was epic fail la seriously. We didnt get much donations. :/ ohoh but we discovered something nice and cheap to eat at kopitiam. ICE-CREAM BREAD! HAHAHAHA. It’s basically bread with ice-cream, but the hot bread and cold ice-cream make an interesting contrast. So yeah. try it if you get the chance. :)

I spent the whole tuesday night with my baby guitar. bahahahhaa. Now my fingers are hurting like hell cuz i forced myself to play bar chords yesterday. And i got this weird thing on my palm, which looks like clotted blood, but i have no idea what it is. :S *crosses fingers and prays it isnt serious*

Today we called the companies we went to to ask for advertisments, and YAYYY WE GOT ONE RM200 ADVERTISEMENT!!!  mwuahahaha so happy we were like jumping up and down! :D and we went out to sell tickets again today!  :DD This time Lime and Yeh accompanied us. YEH FETCHED US! bwhahahahaha she’s so cute! ;) never thought that this day would come. EMILIA AND FAITH. IT’S YOUR TURN TO FETCH US NEXT YEAR! ;D Today was awesome. We hit the 100+ mark in less than an hour! Then we went back to Faith’s house and lazed around listening to songs. :P Awww that reminds me of times so loooong ago. I havent been to her house in so long heh heh heh.

Well, as you all can see, my week so far has been ‘CO WEEK’. and honestly, i dont really mind at all. I’m growing to love it more and more. :) I cant believe that we’re leaving next year, and emilia and the rest are leaving this year! :’(  Time seriously flies, as i said at the beginning of my post. Cherish every moment you spend with your friends and loved ones, as you never know when they’ll be gone. :)

 

so deal with it.

Yay it’s 12.13 and im still here blogging.

Well, march tests are finally over. I got crappy results, which was kinda anticipated. But seriously. 40 marks for chinese? I am so gonna push myself for mid-year. :(

Upcoming events: CONCERT. PPO AUDITIONS. and this means practising like hell. D:

Been kinda emo lately. That incident happened so long ago. Why am i still regretting? Why am i still mentally kicking myself for screwing up? Why am i still wondering what could have been? ugh. *bangs head wall* Lots of thanks to lychee and shintien who listened to me crap on and on and onnnnn bout this, even though i know it means nothing to you guys. :/

I have no inspiration to blog. ciao.