I love you more than i can STAND

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so i sat down. :P

teehee. :)

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In a world full of wrong, you're the thing that's right

5 days. So much has happened within these 5 days. Why do these type of things always happen to us? It's like every week life throws something at us, something to tear us apart. Well, all I'm sayin is that nothing's gonna bring us down. ;)

Well, 5 days of my holidays have passed, and in a flash, may I add. It seems like yesterday was Saturday, and i was thinking "ah, finally. I can take a break", and now, poof, it's wednesday night. Already. Time flies. I havent touched my homework at all, and there's CO tomorrow, friday and saturday. Going fruit floating with Faith and wengkin after CO tomorrow. Mwahahaha. It's been so long since i last hung with them. Kinda looking forward to it. :)

Accounts folio is driving me crazy, and it's just the documents. I havent started my stock-checking and the journals yet. ohmygod.

LYCHEE CHONG LI XIN!

I miss you soooo much! I'm already counting down the days till i get to see you! 16 more days till i can text you, 18 more days till i can see you! I can't wait! I've got so much to tell you. I miss your laugh, i miss your lameness, i miss your counselling, i miss your presence beside me in class. I miss ponteng-ing with you, i miss recess with you i miss every single thing about you! Times passes so SLOWLEEEE-EEEEE-EEEEEEE without you. :P

okay. i think that's it for today. Gonna go do homework now. Ciao. :)

Unproductiveness

Sooooo.. the first day of holidays. guess what i did today.

1am- reached home after a super long and exhausting day in Penang.
8.30am- woke up
8.35am- fell asleep again
10.30am-woke up again. Lay on the bed staring at the ceiling. Modem was on. Checked my facebook
10.45am- fell asleep yet again
11.30am- woke up again, and went down to get some food (finally)
12.05pm- went back upstairs and lazed around with my guitar. you texted me. finally. i was missing you so much.
1.00pm- youtube-ed
2.30pm- fell alseep AGAIN watching youtube
3.40pm- woke up. you were online. talked to you. Im so glad everything's finally alright between us.:)
5.00pm- bathed and lazed around. called dominos for dinner.

i am so awesome that i amaze myself sometimes. Lol.

Falling slowly

Last week, has been one helluva messed-up week. Lots of pent-up anger, tears and cursing. Lots of bad-mouthing other people (yes i know), lots of shouting and lots of venting. Hopelessness, dejection and frustration. Misunderstandings and over-sensitivity. Bitterness and near-break-ups.

Yes, a lot has happened.

But every cloud has a silver lining.
Among all this harshness, there was also sweetness: the feeling you get when you accomplish something, the feeling when all your friends stick up for you, the moment you realize that you are not alone. The power of teamwork. And also the feeling you get after making-up from a fight with a loved one, that sense of assurance and comfort, knowing that they will always be there for you. :)

I've had quite a week.

And to you,
I'm sorry for last week. I really really am. I'm sorry for not being understanding enough, sorry for not being able to tolerate anything. I have grown so much after that incident. You taught me valuable lessons, and though I've cried cuz of these lessons, they were all worth my tears. I'm okay now, and in fact, I'm stronger than ever before, and it's all because of you. I believe that we can overcome whatever obstacles that life may throw in our way. Thank you. I love you, and i hope what we have will last. :)

Sometimes you just feel like giving up and letting go

Thats exactly how i feel now.

You make me wana eat my hat and light my pants on fire

Oh okay. that was random. But i really am FUMING. Like seriously. I havent been so stressed out and frustrated about something since.. FOREVER.

HELLO. This thing we're planning here, it's all for you guys, and you guys dont even know how to appreciate what we're doing for you? Please dont act like we have to dedicate our 24 hours a day towards this thing. We're just doing it out of courtesy, and if you really dont like the way we're planning to do it, then go ahead and plan it yourselves.

这是我们的一番心意，你们喜欢就接受，不喜欢就算了。我们还有更重要的事情做。现在我们应该以学业为重，而不是你们。我们肯抽空出来搞这些东西已经算是很好了。如果你们那么不懂得珍惜，那么喜欢批评我们，为难、刁难我们，还为了锁琐碎碎的事情闹脾气, 我想，大家已经是没有心要继续挨下去，搞好这件事了。:/

And.. ishh... i feel like such a failure right now. I can't do anything right. I can't lead, I can't make up my mind on anything. I couldnt stand the pressure and I broke down at school today. Luckily i had my bunch of very awesome friends with me. Xinlin. Liting. YiSyuen and Pengjane. Thanks for today. Thanks for cheering me up. Thanks for your support. I promise you guys I'll do my best not to let you guys down. (p/s i dont give a shit about what they think of me anymore. I'll do things my own way. =])

oh, and lesson learnt today: If you want things done, dont count on other people. SO TRUE.

Bidding adieu to July

Farewell, July. A month to be remembered. So much has happened in this past month, so much that i dont even know where to start.

*opens facebook homepage*

whats on your mind?

YOU.

What a silly question, as if there's even a need to ask.

You're on my mind, you're in my heart. It doesnt matter where we are, even if we're miles apart. All i wana do is be with you. There's nothin' we can't do, just wana be with you, only you. ;)

I've missed you so much this week. Thanks for today. Thanks for everything. iloveyou. :3