Technically, I'm backstabbing myself by being your friend.

Selective seeing is awesome. It never fails to amaze me how people can choose to see something that they want to see, or just simply close an eye towards those that they do not.

You really won't have any idea what you've put me through these past few years. Everything you do, you have another motive behind it, and often, it's a selfish one, one that only benefits yourself. Time and time again, youve made this point clear. Last time, i was innocent enough to trust you, even after everything you've done. Well, this time I chose to grow up. I chose not to be pushed round by you anymore. I chose to live my life the way I like it. I chose to be myself. If your definition of friendship is doing everything the same way you do, following you everywhere, thinking alike you, getting the same results as you, mixing with your group of friends, then I'm sorry. I'd rather forfeit this friendship.

Do you really think that all good things don't come with a price? Are you really that naive? Yes, I worked really hard to achieve a just-average result, but I'm not ashamed of it. Just assume that I'm stupid, and I need to work extra-hard to get the results I want. At least i tried. At least i made an effort. It's better than not trying at all, totally giving up, and just sitting around and making empty wishes about getting good results. It shows that you don't give a shit about anything, that you don't even care. Saying
I've changed won't make me change the way things are now. It only highlights the contrast between our current personalities. Call me stuck up if you like, but I think I've changed for the better. Frankly, im kind of relieved that things are the way they are now, and i wouldn't do a thing to change it.