One more week to go

How do I, get through a night without you?

If I had to live without you, what kind of life would that be?

Awwww i cant get this song outta my head after listening to rachel perform it for today's AMC idol! :) Entertaining performances plus heartwarming songs. 'Note to God' was AWESOME i nearly cried while hearing it, the lyrics were so meaningful.

First time latin dance class today for connie and I. I suck at dancing lol. Aaaand like yiyin said, i heard my hip bones go *CRAAAACK when moving my hips. Oh woe is me. Haahahaaaaa. *yiyin our teacher not hot meh? i think still okay mar HAHAHA.

I remember i had a lot of things to blog about, but i forgot.
OH. YES.
Today. Is my boob-twin-slash-gay-buddy SOOXIAOHUI's birthday!!

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY BUBU!!!

You know i love you. :)

One more week till school holidays. I cant believe that there's only one week left with my 3P7. 3P7 i love you, kay? :)

To me, Fearless is not the absence of fear.
It's not being completely unafraid.
To me, Fearless is having tears.
Fearless is having doubts, lots of them.
To me, Fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death.

- Taylor Swift

All that I'm after

No, i dont wana be like this.

I wana be strong...
I wana be happy...
I wana live without a care in the world...

if only you'd let me.

Just a little thought

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

credits: a random tumblr blog. :)

I keep green jelly beans in my right sock

Everybody needs somebody, somewhere, out there.

Yeahhhhh. Aerobics today. Fourth place which wasnt so bad i guess. Considering the fact that we just finished the steps yesterday. Big mwuahs to all our choreographers, rachellee leerachel rachellau connie teoh etc for putting in so much effort for our sake. :) CONGRATS to 3P10. You guys were awesome awesome and more awesome. :)

My muscles are killing me. I hurt in places that i didnt know i had before. CO tomorrow and we have to practise for the competition. Aikrui Shanying Lycheh gambateh! :) Gosh my cello is now so suckish i cant bear to hear myself play. I've been so involved in school activities that i've been neglecting my poor husband. One layer of dust on him alr. :(

On a random note, mee is veeeeery hungry. i dont know why im always hungry these days. Gah. Feel like going on diet again. I feel so fat. :(

Time of Our Lives

I LOVE YOU 3P7.

Really, truly, from the bottom of my heart. :)

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Hellooo. i was so bored today that i decided to re-decorate my blog. it still looks kinda the same, though. :/
Went to isc with rachel rachel and yiyin today. ATTEMPTED to play tennis. failed miserably and ended up talking instead. :P

Mom's sick today, so i had to cook eggs for dinner. i burnt my hand on the frying pan and now i have FRYING PAN PHOBIA. D: NO more cooking eggs. EVER.

XUEJI INTERVIEW TOMORROW!!!!! planta din reply my message regarding the place. :( i am SO underprepared and im like hyperventilating now.

Cello ah my dear cello. WHYY MUST YOU BE SO HARD? uhhh i hate double stopping. :( there's lesson tomorrow and my pieces are still like shit. someone kill me before mr lim does.

CO, debate and amc idol on monday. go monday. i caant wait for sunday to be over and monday to come ;)

The awesome-ness

JASON YANG.

he's an inspiration. :)

Youtube youtube youtube

Youtube singers are AWESOME.
PLUS they're asian! and REALLYYY talented.

Kinda lazy to post here. Im just here cus the videos are taking a friggin long time to load, so yeah. Bye. :)

Club cant handle us right now

Dear blog. sorry for not updating these days. Im just so lazy, plus im rotting at home. i NEED to find a job, and fast. I've been hanging around golf club, jusco and parkson with lychee, bubu, rachel and gang. Sigh. The days pass so s-l-o-w-l-e-e-e-e-e-e! :(

My guitar's coming along fine, thankyouverymuch. Im so in love with it! :)

Argh i dont know what to blog about, although i know i have lots to say. Current status, HUNGRAAAY and waiting for dominos to arrive. ;)

Of spilt ink, overdue library cards and exams

*fireworks, screams, whistles and bangs*

WE'RE FREE!

BYEBYE PMR! WE WONT MISS YOU, SO DONT MISS US!

:D

However, i SHALL miss 3P7, an awesome class full of awesome people. We went through 3 years together. 3 years of sweat, tears and hard work. 3 years of memories. You guys gained the best part of my heart and i love you guys. :)

dont always look back at pictures to remember the past, & how amazing it was, but just live in the moment and you will see the amazing things your eyes are coming across and seeing. :)

i wanna, i wannna, i wanna ...

Doing okay for trials. yeah.
Not studying due to over-satisfaction from trial results. totally.
Giving reasons and procrastinating studying. yup.
Coming to senses and panicking two weeks from the actual exam. doesnt everyone?
Not knowing where to start studying and panicking even more. done.
Trying to cram everything at once into head. who doesnt?
Finding out three days before the exam that there's lots of stuff never seen of or heard of before. YESH.
Going to popular and getting last minute exercises, only to find out that there's no more. sureee.
Breaking down and crying due to exam stress. been there, done that.
Insomnia. sleeping late and waking early to study. thats me.
Last minute frantically flipping through the textbook before entering the exam hall. yeah.

TWO MORE DAYS, AND NO MORE OF THIS BLARDY NONSENSE. *time please pass quickly please pass quickly*

exam week routine: wake up, EAT, study, EAT, study, EAT, sleep. (im gonna get so fat i tell you guys)

Next week i can..
SLEEP TILL 12 AND NO ONE CAN STOP ME! Mwuahahahaha.
Go exercise! lose all the weight i put on during exams. :(
Stare at the computer for as long as i like. Woooooh!
Go golf club/isc/meru and hang out there the whole day. ;)
Learn guitar! (gonna force mom to buy one for me the very day i finish my exams)
WORK. hahahahaha.
etc
etc
etc.
There's just so many things i wana do after pmr. I keep wanting to write them down but i keep forgetting. So anywayyyy.

YOUTUBE IS SO AWESOME! :DDDD

Jason Chen. Megan Lee. Joseph Vincent. Jayeslee. Alex Goot. Alexa Yoshimoto. They are all just SO TALENTED! ohmy I THINK IM IN LOVE WITH YOUTUBE! ♥♥♥!!