Maybe I'm just dreaming out loud

Right so there's a bio test tomorrow, and I've just wasted the whole weeked doing chemistry and maths. Seriously. Our maths lecturer has transformed us into robots, albeit lazy ones :P Most of us just procrastinate and drag our homework cuz it's REALLY. TOO. MUCH. I hate to think what the double maths students go through. C1 in 3 days, C2 in a week and here i am still struggling with C2. Too much la really. D:

Anyway, this weekend was..DEPRESSING. Things got off to a bad start when i realized i smartly left ALL my textbooks in my locker at school and had to run all the way to school and get them since school was closing in half an hour. -.- Got a lift back from Wilson who happened to be in the area. Then....hardcore NAPPING for 3 hours cuz i was so freaking exhausted from ob.

Orientation ball the night before was one of a kind. Everyone looked so amazing, and there seemed to be something magical in the air that night. I guess all the preparation (or rather just us being girly girls and having girly fun) beforehand was worth it :) Living in a house with 7 girls, with a few more friends from the other apartment units, the preparation part was definitely the best fun for me :P Beds were transformed into workstations, littered with makeup; curling irons and hair straighteners everywhere; every single mirror in the house was put to good use, and not to mention the screaming and panicking when we realized that we were going to be late. Haha talk about good bonding time ;P Ob was awesome, i swear. Credits to the SC who organized the event ;)
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Have you ever been hurt, learnt to trust, only to be hurt all over again? Time passes, people change, and things will never remain the same for long. I was so innocent, so naive to actually believe that things would stay this way, that everything would actually turn out alright, that things would be all flowers and rainbows and unicorns from now onwards. I was so wrong. At the end of the day, people remain selfish. It's human instinct, to put themselves first, to do things that are beneficial to themselves,and only themselves. It's our way of surviving. College is pretty much like that, and it sucks ttm :/ It's during times like these that i really miss high school. I miss the innocence, I miss the carefree-ness, I miss the people. :(

ok it's now 2am. Time for sleep.
Nights, peeps :)

On a random note...

Ok so i officially miss this crazy woman like hell. I miss the times where we could talk and see each other every single day, have heart to heart talks over every single thing, share family secrets with each other and so much more. I miss having her as a listener, i miss having her as a sister, i miss having her by my side. We have been through so much together, from primary school untill now. Out of so many friends, she's the one I trust the most, she's the only one who really cares, she's the only one whom i feel comfortable with pouring out all my secrets. Every little thing i see or i do reminds me of her. We were so fearless, so insane. I really really reallyy miss her more than i can say.

:')

Courage is when you've lost you way, you keep on going any way

So HELLO HELLO again, peeps! So I'm blogging again. Quite rare for me to blog two days in a row eh? Anyway i just got home from school, cured my starvation with yj's delicious pork chops mwuahaha. It's no wonder i gained so much weight after coming to college with the amount of good food i eat everyday. My face is so freaking round now D: but who cares ;D

Nyways, brought my baby back to kl with me this timeee! So hyped about him haha. Everytime i play, it reminds me how much i miss music, and how much i miss those CO/symphony/chamber orchestra days. Aih what to do? life's like that. We wont regret anything untill after it's gone. Music is like a second nature to me, thought I'm not really thaaat good, i still feel at home with it. Maybe it's all the training from CO and chamber. I absolutely CANNOT listen to classical music when i want to study. I'll start analyzing the scores, and listening to what every instrument is playing and trying to figure out the scores. I'll go absolutely crazy if i try to study with classical music on ;p

Anyway, All Clubs Day today. I joined the Music Club, and also  the Nature club cuz it seemed cool, with all the hiking and volunteering at Zoo Negara and all, but then after i signed up, some senior told me that we just bring our homework to do there.. :/ So.. whatever. Walked home with yj's classmates. So i really really like her classmates. They're such a fun bunch :) MATHS HOMEWORK IS EVIL. AGAIN. I suspect our teacher forgot that most of us are taking 3 other subjects as well as his. It's like we all go home and do maths untill midnight and not study anything else. I mean, how is it humanely possible to finish so much work in a day. We aren't robots for goodness's sake. Not that i dont like my maths lecturer. He's freaking cool and all, but his workload... ughhh... D:

Ok so enough ranting bout homework. I'll just go and DO it.
ciao peeps :)

College college college

Holla peeps! Time to revive my blog, which has been dead for about a month or so now, (duringggggg this time I have been doing a great deal, which I shall elaborate on later), so just bear with me;)

Firstly, COLLEGE! What else? :D college has been awesome awesome awesome so far. Amazing people, amazing housemates, amazing friends, what more can I want?:) Funnily enough, I'm not homesick, not even the teensiest tiniest bit. I dreaded the thought of living away from my parents, I thought I would cry for days when I first came here, but bang, none of that, at all. On the contrary, this place is becoming like home to me. Living together has been great so far. Cooking together, eating together, laughing at nonsensical things together, basically doing everything together, with my friends, both the old and the new, is making me love this place more and more. Don't get me wrong though, I love my family, I love my parents, and I miss them (they call like twice a week -.-) , but this place, it's already home to me:') I never dreamed that I would find such good friends here, and that we could live together so peacefully. I really am thankful for them:')

Soo, enough of living away from home, moving on to college itself. First things first: THE HOMEWORK LOAD IS CRAZY. IT'S EVIL. IT'S MURDEROUS. IT'S TOURTURING, (and basically any bad word you can think of) especially the Maths. Other than that, the college itself is fine. The lecturers are good and I like how it's smaller than the other colleges out there. We get to bump into each other more often, and mix around better. It's like a huge mckl family:) the people here are super friendly and nice, and I couldn't have wished for a better school:)

Ahhhhh I have soo much to blog abt, but there's school tomorrow!:/ so I guess I'll just continue my rants tmr! Ciao ;)

Ze awesome classmates! Feel the Iove heh ;)