Maybe I'm just dreaming out loud

Right so there's a bio test tomorrow, and I've just wasted the whole weeked doing chemistry and maths. Seriously. Our maths lecturer has transformed us into robots, albeit lazy ones :P Most of us just procrastinate and drag our homework cuz it's REALLY. TOO. MUCH. I hate to think what the double maths students go through. C1 in 3 days, C2 in a week and here i am still struggling with C2. Too much la really. D:

Anyway, this weekend was..DEPRESSING. Things got off to a bad start when i realized i smartly left ALL my textbooks in my locker at school and had to run all the way to school and get them since school was closing in half an hour. -.- Got a lift back from Wilson who happened to be in the area. Then....hardcore NAPPING for 3 hours cuz i was so freaking exhausted from ob.

Orientation ball the night before was one of a kind. Everyone looked so amazing, and there seemed to be something magical in the air that night. I guess all the preparation (or rather just us being girly girls and having girly fun) beforehand was worth it :) Living in a house with 7 girls, with a few more friends from the other apartment units, the preparation part was definitely the best fun for me :P Beds were transformed into workstations, littered with makeup; curling irons and hair straighteners everywhere; every single mirror in the house was put to good use, and not to mention the screaming and panicking when we realized that we were going to be late. Haha talk about good bonding time ;P Ob was awesome, i swear. Credits to the SC who organized the event ;)
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Have you ever been hurt, learnt to trust, only to be hurt all over again? Time passes, people change, and things will never remain the same for long. I was so innocent, so naive to actually believe that things would stay this way, that everything would actually turn out alright, that things would be all flowers and rainbows and unicorns from now onwards. I was so wrong. At the end of the day, people remain selfish. It's human instinct, to put themselves first, to do things that are beneficial to themselves,and only themselves. It's our way of surviving. College is pretty much like that, and it sucks ttm :/ It's during times like these that i really miss high school. I miss the innocence, I miss the carefree-ness, I miss the people. :(

ok it's now 2am. Time for sleep.
Nights, peeps :)