Dear blog. sorry for not updating these days. Im just so lazy, plus im rotting at home. i NEED to find a job, and fast. I've been hanging around golf club, jusco and parkson with lychee, bubu, rachel and gang. Sigh. The days pass so s-l-o-w-l-e-e-e-e-e-e! :(
My guitar's coming along fine, thankyouverymuch. Im so in love with it! :)
Argh i dont know what to blog about, although i know i have lots to say. Current status, HUNGRAAAY and waiting for dominos to arrive. ;)
However, i SHALL miss 3P7, an awesome class full of awesome people. We went through 3 years together. 3 years of sweat, tears and hard work. 3 years of memories. You guys gained the best part of my heart and i love you guys. :)
Sunday, October 10, 2010
dont always look back at pictures to remember the past, & how amazing it was, but just live in the moment and you will see the amazing things your eyes are coming across and seeing. :)
Doing okay for trials. yeah. Not studying due to over-satisfaction from trial results. totally. Giving reasons and procrastinating studying. yup. Coming to senses and panicking two weeks from the actual exam. doesnt everyone? Not knowing where to start studying and panicking even more. done. Trying to cram everything at once into head. who doesnt? Finding out three days before the exam that there's lots of stuff never seen of or heard of before. YESH. Going to popular and getting last minute exercises, only to find out that there's no more. sureee. Breaking down and crying due to exam stress. been there, done that. Insomnia. sleeping late and waking early to study. thats me. Last minute frantically flipping through the textbook before entering the exam hall. yeah.
TWO MORE DAYS, AND NO MORE OF THIS BLARDY NONSENSE. *time please pass quickly please pass quickly*
exam week routine: wake up, EAT, study, EAT, study, EAT, sleep. (im gonna get so fat i tell you guys)
Next week i can.. SLEEP TILL 12 AND NO ONE CAN STOP ME! Mwuahahahaha. Go exercise! lose all the weight i put on during exams. :( Stare at the computer for as long as i like. Woooooh! Go golf club/isc/meru and hang out there the whole day. ;) Learn guitar! (gonna force mom to buy one for me the very day i finish my exams) WORK. hahahahaha. etc etc etc. There's just so many things i wana do after pmr. I keep wanting to write them down but i keep forgetting. So anywayyyy.
YOUTUBE IS SO AWESOME! :DDDD
Jason Chen. Megan Lee. Joseph Vincent. Jayeslee. Alex Goot. Alexa Yoshimoto. They are all just SO TALENTED!ohmy I THINK IM IN LOVE WITH YOUTUBE! ♥♥♥!!
Omigosh it's exactly two weeks till PMR!! *launches self into panic mode*
I still have to revise mathssciencehistorygeographyCHINESEbmandKH. Skipped school today to do my revision at ISC. I dont see the point of going to school now, as the teachers hardly give you anything to work with. Maths teacher gives us free periods during her lessons,during which we do nothing. Chinese teacher craps about random current issues in the newspapers, which are totally irrelevant to PMR, therefore wasting about 5 periods each week. English teacher. Dont even mention her. She makes us play gamesduring her lessons*shudders*
Form one sejarah is slowly SLOWLY beginning to make sense to me now. I used to HATE form one sejarah cus i kept confusing the Kerajaan Johor/Melaka facts. (form three sej rocks, btw) KH is worse than ever. Geography too. HOW did i manage to get A for trials i'll never understand. The more i do, the more i get wrong. Argh! How is this happening? :/
Ah well. Gonna skip school till PMR, i think. Study group at golf club or isc, anyone? :)
1. People who point at their wrist asking for the time.. I know where my watch is, pal. Where the hell is yours? Do i point at my crotch when i ask where the toilet is?
2. People who are willing to get off their asses to search the entire room to find the TV remote just cause they refuse to walk to the tv and change the channel manually.
3. When people say " Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right. What good is cake if you cant eat it?
4. When people say "It's always in the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do it? Who and where are they?
5. When people watching a film say "did ya see that?" No loser, i paid $12 to come and stare at the damned floor!
6. People who ask "can i ask you a question?".. Didnt give me a choice, did ya, sunshine?
7. When something is 'new and improved'. Which is it? If it's 'new', then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it, couldnt be new.
8. When people say 'life is short'. What the hell?? Life is the longest damn thing anyone's ever done! What can you do that's longer?
9. When you're waiting for a bus and someone comes along and asks 'has the bus come yet?' If the bus came, would i be standing here?
10. People who say things like "my ears aren't what they used to be". So what did they use to be? Ears? Wellington boots?
I've wasted all my holidays HERE. facing the computer. On Facebook. Tumblr. Blogger. Liking. Replying comments. Catching up with people i havent talked to in an eternity. Reblogging. Blogging about random stuff. MAN. I needa get a life.
Yesterday i was so bored i decided to take my cat for a ride in my bike. LOL. pictures are on facebook. and YEAH my hair is a mess. :/
PMR is just around the corner. Less than a month to go. i HAVE to start studying. Like, right now.
BYE.
I hate those moments right before you go to sleep where you're forced to remember all the things you try to forget. :(
Yeah. Hahaha. I've got literature on the brain. I stayed up till about 2.30 last night watching Romeo and Juliet. :) It reminds me of Twilight. Same storyline and everything, except for the vampire part, i guess. Edward goes to the Volturi to die cus he thought Bella was dead. And in R&J, Romeo drank poison cus he thought Juliet was dead. So sad. :(
Mann i seriously have to get a life lately. I've been postponing everything just cus my hair's a mess and i cant concentrate on my studies. I've got 3 essays to finish by tomorrow morning, and i havent started on my revision yet. Pathetic. I even cried cus of my hair. Stupid, huh?
GET. A. LIFE! *slaps herself*
Sunday, September 5, 2010
i hate my hair i hate my hair i hate my hair i hate my hair I. HATE. MY. HAIR.
ugh can i even emphasis how much i HATE my hair right now? im SO regretting that i went to have it cut. Now i freaking look like a primary school student with a big fat body. Yeah. Short hair makes me look fat now i know. oh well at least i have about two weeks before i go to school or see anybody important *squeezes eyes closed and prays that hair will grow just half an inch longer in time for school* but technically this wont work cus hair grows half an inch per MONTH. ARGHH. and as rachel says, dont get my hopes up cus at the rate my hair is growing, and with my luck it'll take a year to get it back to it's original state. :(
i quote my brother:
'your hair looks triangular from the back and like a strawberry in front'
shit.
AND i shock myself everytime i look in the mirror.
RIGHT. it is time to DIET like shit. I had 2 pieces of KFC chicken today wth. Skin and all. OMGG.
Anyway. HOLIDAYS ARE HERE. Kinda not feeling anything. Im so neutral about it. :/ I DESPERATELY NEED A PAIR OF BALLET FLATS. I have so many nice shirts but i just dont have the shoes or bags to go with them . :( And my Nikes got stolen. Ishhh. Now all the shoes i have left is a pair of sandals and a flip-flops. I NEED SHOES. I NEED SHOES I NEED SHOES. anyone up for shoe shopping? *grins*
Today i went to isc library and got this book: 'Malaysia at random' . And it is HILARIOUS mann. It has all these random facts about Malaysia, ranging from ghosts and cultures to the prime minister's salary. It also indirectly teaches sejarah, so yeah technically i AM studying. :D
Sigh. not gonna make it for the CO music camp this year. And since the symphony one may be cancelled, i guess no music camp. gotta figure out a way to pass time now. BYE.
Have i ever told you how fake you are? No? Well, im telling you right now. YOU. ARE. SO. FAKE. ughh. Just because you have a million friends, or you call a million people 'honey' or 'dear', doesnt mean that you are superior to those who dont have as many friends or who aren't as popular. Ish. I hate the way you speak to me. I hate the way you look at me like im beneath you. Just cus im quiet doesnt mean that i dont have any friends. I dont need your pity. I dont need friends like you. I. HATE. THIS. I've been keeping this inside for so long, and now i really cant stand you anymore. To me, you're just spoiled, and lack of attention. :/
ARGH. One more month till PMR, and yet im still finding time to blog. Huh. Just gonna wait for the holidays to concentrate on diet and pmr. HAH. Cant wait for hols cus my beloved zanny is coming back! Awww. Miss you so much! :)
Currently still addicted to VA. hahahaha. Me likey CHOO YANNING. and xiaohui a.k.a. boob twin and i are gonna MAPLE our heads off after pmr. BWUAHAHAHAHA. :D